Oh man! You'll never guess how cold it is around here... IT'S FREEEEEEEEEZING!!!

I am me
The one who used to climb the santol tree
The one who loved to jump from the kisame
The one who enjoyed the river swim
The one who joined boxing matches at three

I am me
The fiery eyes that send darts of flame when I don't get what I want
The helpless kid who still wanted to defend my brother from fights
The peso-giving son, playing a stone in the sand
Dreading the croaking of thousand frogs before bedtime

I am me
The apple that fell from a tree
The dust that was carried out to sea
The bleeding hand from the splinters of glass
The captor captured by time

I am me
Left to my vices, uselessly channeling the forces of the mind
Looking for the piece that fell in front of me
Listening to the sound of my silent uttering
Wondering what my past could be

I am me.

Reflection #4107---

di ka ba nababato sa buhay? parang wala naman talagang nangyayari. nothing to expect much of. nothing to get excited about, really. nakakabato, diba?

i find myself lamenting over the state of things surrounding myself. where people hustle and bustle with the many things they enjoy doing, i on the other hand seem to not get my bearing, my eyes cannot seem to focus on what gives life meaning, what action to take, what things to do, what world to see, what thoughts to happily ponder.

such is an utter state of an unmotivated life. no inspiration. none to partake in which can move my soul.

sad.

i would rather cry but my tears are elusive even to me. earlier i thought, "maybe i will meet someone close enough to be able to tell her to slap me (her lang kasi masakit pag lalake ang sumampal) so i can wake up from this mad state i'm in. and that i will share my tears with her, and finally let her in."

...i so much wish to leave the night, but not enough dawn is there to make me want to.

My world lies not in material things.

Not in buildings made of stone.

Nor riches that you can own.

It does not lie in possession, nor exploitation.

Nor objects or things in the park.

But it lies in the other,

In another soul.

Unfortunately for me, it is the hardest pill to swallow; it is the hardest fall to make.

A kind of simple love song... quiet melody and simple lines. almost like you want to sing it softly while your love one is fast asleep... whispering in her ear. touching her heart with the beauty you want to impart...

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If I could choose to live my life

There'll be no ifs to say

If I would choose to hold your hand

There'll be no words to say

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Without thought, without pride

Leave the things that seem to weaken us

Without fear, leave your lies

Let the magic turn your life around

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If I would choose to touch you there

Will you touch me there too?

And if you choose to stay with me

I'll spend my life with you

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Without thought, without pride

Leave the things that seem to weaken us

Without fear, leave your lies

Let the magic turn your life around

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If I could choose to live my life

There'll be no ifs to say

If I would choose to hold your hand

There'll be no words to say.

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...IF

by Rivermaya.

this is what we look like when mom's around...

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cool people

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this is what we look like when she's not!!!

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